does it still count 3 days after the big event? sure.  

the last few days have been insane. in so many ways. i slept, ate,  and boozed it up for over a week. no exercise, or really watching what i ate. ok so i walked to the corner store for a grand total of 20 min. it was strange...i was craving stomach crunches...then i passed out, woke up and ate cheesecake. the point of this all really, is that i went to the gym! i didn't even have to push myself that hard. im sore rigth now, but thats okay...after i weighed myself i realized i am 10 pounds away from my pre-pregnancy weight, and thats exciting because my son will be 4 in april!  thats 50 lbs of fat gone. and i worked damn hard for it. pay no mind to the 1st paragraph!

I also got to see "Mr.A" last week. Mr.A, just so yall know is this guy. i have a crush on him. i met him in '04 and we kind of saw each other for a few months. he dissapeared, and i met my ugly stank ass breath ex and then he, Mr.A,  sent me an email 2 months ago. i was hesitant to have any kind of expectations cause i figured he wasn't in to me...anyways we saw each other, this time we were completely alone, with no chattering preschooler, and it was..different. a good different, we talked and cuddled more. so i'v met someone and he intrigues me.

so it's a new year. i have goals. i have dreams. but most of all i'm determined to keep doing what im doing (and lose about 40 more by the time i go to jamaica in april) and basically just continuing to improve myself, inside & outside. oh ya and make this one of the best years my son and I've ever had.

okay now that im all pumped up, its time to go to bed. gnight!